I’m so hurt. Just need to let my frustrations out.

I know not to put alot of faith in people I dont know that well, but yet again I should kick myself in the butt for it.  I’ve never been so hurt.  We we’re going to buy a house, but for some reason things did’nt work out on the other end.  I thank God everyday for being so blessed and for my wonderful husband and two gorgeous girls.  I had my hopes up and what hurts so bad is I had to tell my girls we could’nt buy the house that they had their hearts set on for months.  I know things come up and people have to do what’s best for themselves.  I just don’t know what to think or how to feel.  I’m so sick .  I know God will bless me with a home.  I would’nt have nothing if it was’nt for the good lord. 

Don’t get me wrong I’m not mad at the people, but I just dont understand what went wrong.  I do wish the best for them and hope that all is well for them.  I just hate to be told something for so long and then feel like I’ve been hit in the face with a anvil.  LOL!  Well I might vent some later.  As for know I have to go.  Who ever reads this just pray for me.  Thanks Tonya

I can’t believe how much better I’m doing.

I’ve been trying to lose weight for 2 years now.  That’s when I had my last baby.  Nothing seemed to work.  So I joined buddyslim and I lost a few pounds then I’d gain right back , but I wasn’t taking it as serious as I should have been.  These last two weeks I’ve been more serious than ever.  I want to thank all my buddyslim friends for all their love and support I wouldn’t still be here without you guys.  I couldn’t understand why it was so hard for me to lose a pound, but I never kept a journal or nothing like that.  I thought my head could keep the figuring for me and when I looked at the calories I didn’t see what the serving size was.  You wouldn’t realize how the calories add up if you don’t keep a journal.  Well for the past two weeks I’ve been keeping a strict journal and exercising like crazy.  I didn’t lose any weight last week but I have hope that this week will be my week to lose.  I hope all that is ready to quit and give up that u read this because there is hope and we have plenty of people on buddyslim to prove it.  Way to go to all members of buddyslim.  You all are great.